6two6 asked: YOU ARE A WHORE

Yes!

I feel like such a different person lately. Better. Yes, better. “I feel so far from where I’ve been.”

I was just thinking how much I’d like to be friends with my other ex, Josh. I figure he hates me, which is understandable. Maybe one day he won’t. I just think it would be cool if one day we could get together and be like yeah, it didn’t work, but why not keep in touch? Why end on such terrible terms when it’s just unnecessary? I think it would be so awesome to be able to just be like oh hey, how are things? How’s your life going? I know he’s back with the girl he loved in high school and I’m honestly SO happy for him. I really hope it works out because he is such a family guy and I know he would love to be married with that kind of life soon. I’m glad he’s back with someone he is truly compatible with. I have no hard feelings at ALL. It’s kind of weird even! I know I’ll always care about him as a person because he’s truly an amazing guy. Just wasn’t the right one for me. It’s all part of life’s little lessons. I just feel like if you had that kind of bond with someone, it was for a reason. Whether it lasts or not, it should never have to end up in bitterness in any way. Maybe at first, but after awhile it’s just pointless. I guess not everyone could feel that way though. I never thought I could, but I do.

My ex & I like each other better now that I broke up with him a couple weeks ago. Just enjoying us for now, figuring it all out. It’d be nice if we end up working. More than nice, it would be amazing. He’ll still always be my best friend no matter what. I’ve loved this kid for like, over 6 years. We just have this bond that I feel is so rare. We know we’ve found true love in one another. That’s enough to keep me content for now.